Has our morals died??

This follows the story of one 2 year old from China, who got knocked down by a van and a truck, with both their front and back wheels going over her like a hump on a road.

She eventually died because of internal organ failures.

She died not because she was knocked down not once but twice. She died because no one helped her since the first knock. Passer-by came and gone, all 18 of them. Among these 18 are shop-owner, mother with her young daughter and many more. Yet, one who helped her is just one 54 years old ordinary woman whose job to collect trash..

Why can't the society whoever they are in social level, helped a small young girl to survive?? Take the shop-owner, who as most people can say, someone with a status, didn't even help when he passes her by. His response was that he didn't see her at all. Can you imagine, he was given a second chance to help, but still he didn't help out. He was approached by a passer-by asking if its her girl that is laying on the road.. HEEEELLLLLOOOOO brother... You are given a second chance to make a difference.. You didn't take it and yet you swore that you didn't see the girl and would die in front of the reporters. What the fish...

Moving on..

The mother and her daughter. The duo saw our poor girl plight, yet the mother walked away because her daughter was scared to see the scene and crying. HEEEEEELLLOOOOOO sister.. What if it is your daughter that is lying on the road swimming in her own pool of blood??

Seriously, with 18 passer-by walking past her and none offered to help is indeed a wake-up call to everyone in the world, not just the people from China.

I was having a discussion with some friends regarding this, and my significant other commented that if it does happen in Singapore, Singaporeans would just stand around and look. They would be helping yes, but only by calling or even worse, taking photographs..

Interesting thoughts..

Where am I??

I have been in turmoil for quite sometime now.. I really don't know when I would end this.. I don't even know how to. I just don't want to hurt anyone feelings..

I was just sitting down in the car today and reading road maps, yes being nothing much to do. I stumbled upon one quote after 3 flips.. can't remember how it really goes but it said: 'Take charge of your life or someone else will'

It somehow strucject>
Gelukkig nieuwjaar!2 wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425">
Gelukkig nieuwjaar!

Where am I??

I have been in turmoil for quite sometime now.. I really don't know when I would end this.. I don't even know how to. I just don't want to hurt anyone feelings..

I was just sitting down in the car today and reading road maps, yes being nothing much to do. I stumbled upon one quote after 3 flips.. can't remember how it really goes but it said: 'Take charge of your life or someone else will'

It somehow struck me that most of life that I spend at home/house, I have not really taken charge of my own life. I have let people, in this case my sis, to actually control my life and led me to the believe that I cannot do anything right if I go against her.

What does this life you asked? I have no idea. All I know is that I have to find a way out soon before I lose all my insanity, which believe me, its not going to be intact soon.

Random thoughts...

Been not blogging for quite sometime already. My life since the last blog has a lot of ups and downs which I have been able to handle until recently.

I wish I could say that I'm happy with what I have achieved so far which unfortunately, I can say no to it. I have been searching high and low for things, relationships, love, friends to my dream which up till now, I have not get anything.

I have been trying to look things at different perspective but somehow, mine is so straight that I cannot even twist it even by a mere 5degree. Sad but its true. Look at the different relationships that exists in this world. Look around and then you find out that you cannot think differently from what you think previously, you just created problems. Problems that if each can be compromised, this world would be a better place. But, because of c'est la vie, problems are always there and no compromises are reached.

So it all came back to where we started, why do people wants to be difficult? Difficult up to the point where we face a point of no return? Looking at my own family and looking at them with each of their own abilities, I'm happy with them. Happy to the point where they have their own life and things that going good for them. Me?? As what of the popular believe, since I'm sort-of the youngest in the family, I'm pampered, I beg to differ. Where in the part of me that looked like I'm pampered?

I beg to differ to whatever people think of me being the youngest. So what I'm the youngest? At least being the youngest, you can filter out the good and the bad. I, for one, will not do what is bad, as from what I see, and actually do whats good.

Oh well, life is just not as easy as it goes... People tends to think I get it smoothly but I'm not and don't. Just not at all. Why people don't get it? Sucks man sometimes... being the youngest.

Anyway, I will take things slowly now. Thinking whether everything would be good or not, but I know I won't be satisfied. Hahahhahhaa...

ANYWAY, life actually SUCKS... Tough luck.. Et on a dit encore, c'est la vie, et la vie est pas belle...

Again, updates....

Been not updating on the on-goings of my life. Thing is, nothing much except work, work and more work.

Work has been easier in the sense that I'm beginning to know what the products I'm selling and can tell them a bit more on things that I might not have learnt beforehand. Imagine, thinking of different types of plates and their uses. Usually, I would just think, a plate is a plate no matter what is on it. But no... chefs are usually fussy about this although the one who decides, not always them.

Been meeting a lot of interesting people out there and I guess I would meet more and more people. I don't know if I can keep up with the on-goings of people demanding that I do everything they asked for ASAP. Not that I can't but most of the times, it would be hard for me to keep to their time frame. Imagine, asking me to do a quotation in 10mins.

Oh well, being in the hotel industry, I understand how customers thinks. But what I don't like is I'm being held up with a gunpoint if I don't do it correctly. The feeling is so bad.. Hahahahahaa....

Enough of work. I'm beginning to feel very mellow. Nowadays, I'm listening to slow songs. Songs that I can actually relate to but can't get rid of it. Met up with Matthew for a few days. Nice to see him after being lost for 2 years. Can't believe that we still clicked and had loads of fun. Never I laugh as much as in a year within just a few days with him.

Well, I have met up with others who I have not for sometime. Like John. Was nice to meet up with him and we had great lunch. Hehehehehee.... Oh well, at least I did some updates on him. Huahahahahhahaa....

Mmmm, I think its time for me to hit the bed. It has been such a long day today that I have to move around so much. I had to go out and come back to the office 3 (three) times in a day. And I worked late too... Just finish work around 2030. And I got on the wrong train... Cks, cks, cks...

Peace out yo...

Hmmmm.....

Back to the emotional side of me... At this point of time, I'm very emo. Wasn't hoping anything much of what I'm going through and what I wanted to achieve. There is no joy anymore. There is only despair. Damn it...

That aside, work is ok. Nothing great. Getting mundane. I guess I'm not up to what I'm supposed to do but will endure more. See where I can get to with a time frame I have set myself. Will see if would ever think that I can do much better than this.

BOOO.....

Some updates about me...

Just came back from a business trip to Malaysia. Was tired and still is. Even though what I experience isn't entirely very nice, but I do learn a lot which connects to what I'm doing in work. At least now I would be able to explain more to my clients whats what and everything else. Was on low credit for many times but thanks to Brian, I'm able to keep safe and still in one piece. So Brian, Thank you...

I have such a lovely time going out with some of my clients that I actually don't mind having them as friends. Haahahahhahaa....

More friends for me but it would be hard to keep all these friends at bay... Anyway, I'm over my moodyness. I'm way over. More than a week already and I think it is really great. So now, I can concentrate on more important stuff.. i.e. WORK

Actually nothing much to update. Just that I have been working and working and apparently, working.

Oh.... I got a few friends over from Indo and one of my siblings. That is great but I'm running out of steam. They are here until the end of this month and I have to go out with them and trying to keep up with entertainment that I suddenly acquire. Huahahahhahaa.....

Nobody Knows It But Me

Been working too much. Worked to hard.

Was just getting sick yesterday. Glad that I managed to get more sleep and ate Panadol. Was feeling down for the past 2 days.

Managed to send an email to lecturers in Swiss. Glad to know that they are fine and getting busy.

Guessed what I love... Men's parfumes and colognes.... Plus a cute hunky guy to follow suit. MMMMMMM..... Heavenly. Sadly, imagination does run wild. Work has been consuming all of my day that I don't meet other people except those in my office. I don't meet cute guys either.

Once when I was driving, a policeman smiled at me.... Imagine that... Too bad he is not cute enough. If he is, I would seriously say hi.... Hahahaahaha..... No way that I will say hi. I would be too chickened out already.

This is just a random entry and I hope that who does know me pretty well, knows what I really meant or it is just really, Nobody Knows It But Me...

Kisses and Hugs are all forgotten now. No more. I don't have anymore. I'm so lost in this 'over-populated' world... Too tired looking at new things anymore.

Take care and peace...