Why the blues again....

Had my bday yesterday. Another year older. But it doesn't make a difference actually. Just like any other day... Nothing special about it.

Just went out for supper and thats it. Didn't have many well-wishers but I guess, its good enough. I'm not too big on party anyway but ironically, I love it if people make surprise party for me. Hehehehhehhee..... But yah... I don't mind knowing that people do still care about me...

But I have one big early bday though... I am able to work already so today its my first day of work. Tiring and too much info I could handle at the moment. I guess like what Tingli was saying, I'm mentally tired. But I am physically tired as well due to late nights and early day due to family concerns...

I got a bad ending... Family stuff.. Couldn't believe that ever happen and I wish I could slap. I make a promise to myself that my descendant would not be like that. This promise I made has been for many many years already. Whatever has happened, happen and happening, history would not repeat...