Stagnant phase...
Thats it. I'm on a stagnant phase right now. Not working yet and bored doing nothing at home. I wish I could say that I own the world now since I have stopped studying but nope. Not a chance at all. In fact, I have so many WANTS right now that on one end, it might become a NEED. I'm a slave to WANTS.
Living in Singapore has make me realize that (1) I do want to live alone, not with family, (2) I would like to have what I have been having in Swiss and (3) People should stop treating me a like a child now.
Looking back since I left Singapore, nothing has changed pretty much except the friends that I have. Most of my friends are working now with a few here and there still studying. Didn't meet much of my friends. Sadly and it is because I'm house sitting and children sitting while the owner and parent is back in Indonesia.
I'm seriously thinking of becoming a spinster. This is so as I WANT to have my own place to live which needs a lot ka-ching/cash/money/$$$$ , which I have to accumulate myself and I won't want to get a loan from my family. Secondly, I WANT to open my own business so again, need loads more of ka-ching. In real fact, I could say that I would need at least 2 years for WANT numero uno while 4 years for WANT numero duo. This would bring us a total of -drumrolls please- 6 years. Within the tempo given, I can easily say that I won't have time to meet the opposite sex or even as Ivan says to me, same sex.
All these in fact, would make me really become a spinster considering my age even though some might say I look younger than what my age considers me to be. With my look, some people I pass for a 16 years old. Such a big huge gap between my real age. But then again, as what some people believe: 'Age is a matter of mind. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter'. But does it apply to me?
Living in Singapore has make me realize that (1) I do want to live alone, not with family, (2) I would like to have what I have been having in Swiss and (3) People should stop treating me a like a child now.
Looking back since I left Singapore, nothing has changed pretty much except the friends that I have. Most of my friends are working now with a few here and there still studying. Didn't meet much of my friends. Sadly and it is because I'm house sitting and children sitting while the owner and parent is back in Indonesia.
I'm seriously thinking of becoming a spinster. This is so as I WANT to have my own place to live which needs a lot ka-ching/cash/money/$$$$ , which I have to accumulate myself and I won't want to get a loan from my family. Secondly, I WANT to open my own business so again, need loads more of ka-ching. In real fact, I could say that I would need at least 2 years for WANT numero uno while 4 years for WANT numero duo. This would bring us a total of -drumrolls please- 6 years. Within the tempo given, I can easily say that I won't have time to meet the opposite sex or even as Ivan says to me, same sex.
All these in fact, would make me really become a spinster considering my age even though some might say I look younger than what my age considers me to be. With my look, some people I pass for a 16 years old. Such a big huge gap between my real age. But then again, as what some people believe: 'Age is a matter of mind. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter'. But does it apply to me?
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