Stagnant phase...

Thats it. I'm on a stagnant phase right now. Not working yet and bored doing nothing at home. I wish I could say that I own the world now since I have stopped studying but nope. Not a chance at all. In fact, I have so many WANTS right now that on one end, it might become a NEED. I'm a slave to WANTS.

Living in Singapore has make me realize that (1) I do want to live alone, not with family, (2) I would like to have what I have been having in Swiss and (3) People should stop treating me a like a child now.

Looking back since I left Singapore, nothing has changed pretty much except the friends that I have. Most of my friends are working now with a few here and there still studying. Didn't meet much of my friends. Sadly and it is because I'm house sitting and children sitting while the owner and parent is back in Indonesia.

I'm seriously thinking of becoming a spinster. This is so as I WANT to have my own place to live which needs a lot ka-ching/cash/money/$$$$ , which I have to accumulate myself and I won't want to get a loan from my family. Secondly, I WANT to open my own business so again, need loads more of ka-ching. In real fact, I could say that I would need at least 2 years for WANT numero uno while 4 years for WANT numero duo. This would bring us a total of -drumrolls please- 6 years. Within the tempo given, I can easily say that I won't have time to meet the opposite sex or even as Ivan says to me, same sex.

All these in fact, would make me really become a spinster considering my age even though some might say I look younger than what my age considers me to be. With my look, some people I pass for a 16 years old. Such a big huge gap between my real age. But then again, as what some people believe: 'Age is a matter of mind. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter'. But does it apply to me?

Here and there....

Been waiting for my work application done by the boss but has been putting off since I last saw him, Monday. Just wasn't too happy that he gave the same excuses but hey, maybe he doesn't lie. Anyway, will go there again today and get everything done by today since I might not be able to do anything again because of the National day here. Bad idea...

Right, was just slacking and house sitting and baby sitting since sis left. Kids again are troublesome and fortunately, they get used to me AGAIN. Will see the progress from today onwards again and if it gets better.

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Back...

Been back for more than a week already. Went for the interview that Ann recommended me. I think I will do good in this line for now. I actually see myself working there for at least 2 years. Will see though. Most of what I blabber doesn't come into reality. Will start only when I get my work permit which is like another 2 weeks the min. Would be boring and really have nothing to do besides wait and wait and wait.

Met up with friends but somehow, got my kite flewn by a number of people, would not elaborate more as I do fly some kites as well. Glad to be back but I really do miss Swiss. The feeling I have there is not the same as here. I'm so much back at home in Swiss rather than here. Weird.