Nothing to update

Nothing important that happen since my last written blog except that my baby has been really upset with me and been giving me grief.... Sad, very sad...

This week would be my rest week I think.... Oh....exam week is coming soon and I'm not going to work night shift anymore. Which is good as I can party..... Yeah... Hahahhaha...no way...

I have been drinking too much alcohol for the past week, which is no good. Will try to change this habit but I think it won't as I know that people kept asking me to go for drinks with them....

Life as it is...

Met someone new just few days ago. In fact, he is not new, just that we just started to talk. He is a sweet guy for now. Haven't get to know him really well yet. It is funny how my feelings actually feel compared to other guys. I know some people might say that he is THE ONE but, I believe the contrary. Maybe this is just another phase of my life where I know I will be hurt again and hurt him as well.... To those who have known my stories, I believe you know what I meant by that.

Anyway, things have not been going well at my workplace. Something with Nara and how we, meaning me and Tarun, react with the way she works. I mean, if you are going to work, please work properly.... and not just half and half, or worse, don't have the mood to work. It is so unproffesional but what can we do? It is only another month and thats it. Sigh.... working with her, its like working for the whole day. Not that she doesn't do anything but she works only for the sake of working. What an attitude.

Things have been going fine I guess. Things that had happened, just not too obvious enough to be mentioned. I have a sad life and unfortunately, it will go on...

Recovering....

Just wrote something I think a very long blog that I wrote but stupid blogspot just got a maintenance thing going on where they should actually just tell me even before I write my blog. I feel stupid now and I'm pretty sure it is shorter than my last one...

Anyway, I'm getting better and I'm actually working tomorrow. Yes..... after a long 6 days of rest. So I'm starting to work which is good for me coz I'm bored not doing anything....

Had a good chat with Yixin last night and she actually opened up my mind and eyes....

You know how people who are more than just normal friends and yet they don't actually contacted you or anything?? I got loads of those people. The type where you take them more than just a normal friendships and yet, no contact or anything even though you are in the same country, place and everything..... I mean, I understand if they are not in the same country but these people are just near me..... I hate these type of people and yet, I'm always attracted to them.

Yixin made me realize that they just don't want to be in my circle of 'ships if they don't put any effort in keeping in contact with me. This realization gave me just the thing to make me to be able to LET GO... I have been letting go of those people that would not want to be in my circle and it feels so great. I don't have the burden anymore and I'm glad that I have been letting go the anguish, the hurt, the pain that I will always have to feel....

Accident....

Yours truly just got an accident on Saturday which is such a bad thing when she is now on a crutch, everywhere she goes.

Silly me to fall off a stairs where the stairs have only 2 steps.... Incredible right. And I really have no idea on how could I miss on those 2 steps. So right now, I have been on 5 days of MC (Medical Certificate). I mean, 3 days is enough and I can't just sit at home doing nothing. I'm really so bored. So, even though I have to rest, I have been roaming around Montreux with one good foot and one bad foot with a crutch.

Fortunately, nothing bad is happening except that my tendons (is that how you speel it) are such in a state that the doctor is afraid that I might get infection.... Don't know how but hey, I'm not gonna complain. I'm not the best person to say anything about my ankle....

On a happier note, there is a lot of people having their bday this month. Boy, my account will not be healthy even before the end of this month. But then again, I'm pretty sure it is fine.... I'm happy when people are happy :)

When I have upload my pics, will actually post it here to remind me to learn how to crawl first (as Navin scolded me)....