The whole purpose of your life is to serve as a warning to others

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A GRADUATE..........

SO HAPPY..................

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Apartment hunting seems to be of no results so for right now, I'm just going to see if i can find a place in the later month.

Had been working in Coffee Beans Montreux and I'm just so tired. Had been having too much time waking and not enough time sleeping. By the way, something is wrong with my adium so now heading back to using the normal msn.

Wonder why it is still snowing. I hate it so much. So cold. The wind here is like crazy.

Nothing much to update again except that I am so really really tired. Huahahhahhaha...........

I can handle pain until it hurts

Sunday is here although I thought it was Saturday. Nothing much happening here. Just that the first and second years are studying while the third years are just doing nothing except relaxing and having fun. For me, I'm just here chatting, checking emails and will just stay in the room watching a movie.

Oh ya, had just packed ONE box to keep in the school until up to when I will be needing it or when I have found a place to stay. It is hard to find a place if you don't know any connection. But, I will try my best to find one. I think. I might get too lazy to find one but will see about it.

Nothing much to update up to this point. Won't be updating much this week I think

Don't drink and drive - you might hit a bump and spill it

Was just fixing around the html codes that was used for this blog and BEHOLD, can you spot the difference? My last exam today but I couldn't help thinking about the outcome of my last year in SHMS. How can you calm yourself down and do other things other than worrying??

Thinking of the conversations that I had with Cahya. Somehow, since we have loads of 'fights' together, there is a connection now, which is really good. We could talk about anything under the sun and not care about a soul. A bit exageratting but hey, I don't really care. We have a connection :P

Less than 3 hours to go before I have to sit for the 3 hours exam and my last. Oh by the way, I'm gonna put up the title or subject from a website that I have found. Its about funny, weird sayings that it is around us but I don't really consider it before.

So whats up?

Last day of studying for exam. Huahahhahhaa..... Feel so happy but sigh.....what makes me sad is gonna be my results. Wishing and wishing and hoping and hoping that I could join the graduation AS a graduate. Sigh.....

Anyway, a little update. Yours truly is getting very tired of walking to find an apartment that she is just sitting in Coffee Bean Montreux sipping her ever-so addictive coca cola and 'people watch'. I like to sit here coz there is not a lot of people I know which would not disturb me. Huahahhahahhahhaa......

Anyway, having Events tomorrow. A bit scarry. Don't know what she is gonna ask and I haven't been studying much lately. I think that is the updates so far.

Oh ya, have to move out soon. OH NO............

Agencies, where art thou?

Tiring right now. Feel like sleeping real bad but I have to study. Right now I'm in Coffee Bean Montreux. Just listening to music and reading what I have to study. Reading first and will start to memorize. Fortunately, I remember to bring a notepad so that I could scribble etc.

Woke up early to come down here to find an apartment to stay after school ended. Anyway, I have one more agency to go to. Wish I have a positive answer this time. The agencies that I went to earlier, are either not available asap or that they still have people there. So wishing really badly that I could have a positive positive answer and that I could take the place asap.

I think I would be going up earlier so that I could catch a nap. Really tired. Take a nap and then study. Wish I could study as I can't remember anything that I have read so far. Wish I don't mess my exam tomorrow or the next few days after.

Check it out....

You are Purple Monkey who is a straight forward, cheerful and honest person.
You are not very emotional, but work hard and have been smart enough to do errands around home from early ages.
You are clever with your hands too.
You give an impression of being unpretentious, and you are rather short tempered who would carry out everything by yourself.
You set your goal too high, and sometimes experience frustrations in trying to achieve it.
You like to take care of people and are kind and generous person.
You can not walk pass someone who is in trouble.
You take great care of your family and those who are working under you, and your attitude may be seen as too muc interference.
You will not be influenced by emotions, and you can make rational and modern decisions.
Your career will not be affected.
You tend to be rather cautious, and sometimes show unnecessary competitiveness.
This may cause friction in your personal relationship.
If you carry things actively on your own, you may suffer hardships.
You should lay back and let the time resolve things.
Your weakness lies in lack of planning.
You can show perseverance, so you should forecast the future before putting into action.
After getting married, you will carryout housework perfectly, and will be a good wife and a mother.
You can make sound decisions.


Got that from this website: http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

Amazingly, its true. Not all of it but most of it.

Another week of torture is coming

My reports are all done. Was tyring to sleep but can't. Don't know why but I wish I could. My body is tired but glad to say that I have finished all my work.

Anyway, today I will just rest, relax and have fun. Will be going to Grotto later, get my body even more tired so that I can sleep better. Then tomorrow, will start on studying for my exams. I must say that I'm glad that I took 2 subjects back in Singapore. I have more time in studying the other subjects. I will have Hospitality Sales on Wednesday, Managerial Accounting on Thursday and Events on Friday. Hoping that I could get by.

Looking forward to the end of exams so that I can breath easily. When I though I could have fun after the exams, I was asked to do part-time in Coffee Bean in Montreux. Not that I wouldn't want but for 4 days after the exams, its a bit too much.

Anyway, been wanting to finish my exams so that I can have fun with Melissa playing pool etc. Hahahhahaha.............

Nothing to update I guess.

Sleepy but still need to go on....

GUESS WHAT!!!! I actually stayed up the whole night last night and tonight as well. If I'm lucky, I could finish my work before 4 am. If not, it doesn't matter if I stayed up the night again. Just tonight and no more.

I need to start looking for accommodation and I really hope that the studio that Simon told me is still available and if possible, I would like to view the place as well since I might be probably staying here for 6 months -fingers crossed-

I had a total of 4 hours of sleep today. For now I'm fine with sleeping for 4 hours. I think if I do go on for a few day, I will just collapse. Few days ago, I found out that drinking caffeine helps one to be awake and more alert even though you slept for few hours of 50 plus hours. Interesting isn't it? So I have been drowning coke even though it doesn't have a lot of caffeine, which is good enough for me.

I'm looking forward to the end of exam week where the third years can breathe easier and hope for our results to be as what we hoped for. My target for this year is just to get a pass as I know that I have not been putting a lot of effort in my work. Won't be blaming anybody for it.

I'm here in the third floor again and all around me, I saw the third years doing their work. Last minute work, like me but hey, I tried to change and I didn't actually do it last minute. It is due on Friday and with the timing now, I could say that today is Thursday.

I think I'm going to cry soon. I seem to find more information last minute. But, don't know if I should apply it in. Maybe I should so that I could have more points but not sure if it will help me.

With this going on, I don't think that I could finish by 4 am.

Got this thing from someone. Can't remember who but anyway, I found this interesting and don't think it does apply to me.

What kind of lover are you?

Committed
You seek a partner that's into you and wouldn't dare cheat on you. You may catch your partner lieing to you, but you can forgive them because you want the relationship to work. You feel that the feeligns between you two are mutual, and you're usually right about it. You love the person with all of your heart :)

HAIYAH.......

I'm staying up later than usual. Very tired but I know I still go on if I can get people to answer my questionaires.

Life has been very hectic. Been staying late and sleeping in the day. I'm like an owl now but I'm not alone. Kenny is worse. He haven't been sleeping for the past 2 days. Looks like my clock is turning the other way. My eyes are becoming like a panda.

Just a short update. Got nothing else to say.

Cold..... Brrrr.....

Been reading Diana's blog. She stated that she was waiting for her avocado smoothie. Hmmm.......sounds interesting. Must be nice and yummy.

Anyway, I'm on the third floor right now. Still checking on email and reading news and blogs. Not many people on the third floor right now but I can see some third years are doing their work unlike me. So many people have fiinished their report and I haven't finished anything. Have made up my mind that I will at least finish one and to reward myself, I have rented a dvd, I am Sam or Je suis Sam.

I'm very tired today. Woke up early to go to work and have been staying down town for almost the whole day. Oh ya, had dinner in Beijing Town with some people. Had fun even though I don't really converse in Cantonese. I could understand and thats about it. The others planned to go to Harry's bar then to Copycat, asking me to tag along. NO GOOD. Still had loads to do but look at me, I'm writing blog. Sigh........

Anyway, I'm surprised that some people are surprised that I could type with 10 fingers. Also when I could type without looking at the keyboard. Well, not saying that everybody should but I'm a student so practically it is normal when I could type with 10 fingers. Hmmm.....even when I see around the third floor, everybody is typing with 10 fingers.

Was thinking about what I said in the previous blog about discrimination. I think I do too as well. I do discriminate and sadly I realized it when it is over. Then, I will feel so bad that it kindda make my mood gone bad. Life is like that isn't it??

Just deposited some money in my account. Not really happy to see the balance. Short of my target but its alright. Will get it up again when and after I find an internship. Or should I say IF.

OK. Now I'm ready to work I think. If I still have the energy and motivation to do my work. -crossing my fingers-

Been thinking about what I'm facing for this year. I have a bad start this year which is no good. Got the feeling that I might have a bad year but lets just be optimistic about it and be happy.

Still trying to finish up my projects. Somehow, no start at all. Crazy me. I don't know how I can cope with this. This year, I have no idea if I can pass with most of my marks coming from doing projects and reports. I'm like fearing everything.

Friends are flying back to home and I felt so lost. I'm sure I'm gonna miss them and I wish I could keep all of them with me. But I know, people come and go in your life but I really wish that I could torture their lives more. Hahahhahaha.........

Had a nice talk with Ratish and Anand earlier. They worked in Coffee Beans in Montreux and it is nice that we can joke around. Nice to know as well that there are people who don't judge you because of your race, language, nationality and skin colour. I have met this type of people almost practically everyday even though they don't realize that they are discriminating about others.

The tsunami that happened, is a blessing in disguise as a lot of people have come together and helped those countries that got hit by it. I thank God for it and I prayed for those who have lost their lives and those who lost their loved ones.

Life is going back as per norm for me I think. I have, each day, start to be by my ownself. I started to see myself being alone more which is good as sometimes, each one of us need to by ourselves.

Graduation is not that far away. About 3 weeks but it is a short 3 weeks. It makes me wonder, how fast the time passes. I'm already at my third year here in Switzerland. Somehow, it seems like yesterday that I left my primary school.

A New Year

Happy New Year....... even though I'm 2 days late. It's the Year 2005. New Year's Resolution??? I think I just want to be happy with all what I have. Oh ya, also trying to not to find a boyfriend, like I have one anyway. Oh ya, just another update of my past resolution: get married in another 10 years time.

I remembered that I once said that I'm going to get married in 6 years time, 3 years ago and I don't think that gonna happen yet. Don't know why I said that but it got stuck with me till now.

I just got a bit of bad relationship going on but for right now, I'm not going to think about any type of relationship right now. Too much hurt and too much pain and only I can feel it. So.....this is why its part of my resolutions. But this kind of thing, its not gonna happen because I know I will have one, one day the sooner of the future.

I guess I have to stop bitching around about my life and get on and be happy with what I have. In actual fact, I am happy with what I have like friends and their company. I do love each one of them even though they might have hurt me before.

On this new year, I would like to thank Maureen for being there whenever she is there. She is one of those that I like to reflect back as one of the people that have gone through thick and thin with me. I love her a lot even though sometimes she can be a challenge to be with :P So Maureen, here's to you. -cheers-

For now, this is it. I would like to thank all of my friends who comes and goes and those people who have put up with me all these years and I know its tough. Thank you very very much for everything. I'm missing all those people that I haven't met for quite sometime and I hope we will meet someday. Miss you guys so much